Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by: Johnny Liu
Artwork: Ginno Tasciat
Photos: Gabe Becerra
lyrics
The Vicious Cycle
Rewind, look back at time
Do I deserve better or am I doomed for life
Suffering to survive
Is there a point to the pain?
The vicious cycle of life
Fuck it all life goes on
Why do I even bother when every waking moment gets harder and harder and harder
I’ve been right, I’ve been wrong
I’ve been reaping what I sown for so long
No hope can’t cope, I’ve seen what my sins do
I’ve become everything I’ve been through
I can’t see the end don’t know where start
I’m doing what I can to keep from falling apart
its only getting worse, becoming numb again
The vicious cycle never ends
I'm alive with no life to pursue
I don't have a future to look to
Can’t see if where I’m going is where I want to be
I’m going nowhere slowly
Lost the fire inside, no will to continue
Like I’m digging a grave that I can’t wait to jump into
A slave to my ways, I watch the days waste away
Am I coming or going or stuck in between
I’m wasting my energy on shit that won’t matter
While life barrels forward faster and faster
I’m moving too slow, trapped in a pattern
No sense of direction, thoughts are scattered
Nothing more to give
Lost in my regression
becoming numb to progression
Can’t move forward, nothing goes as planned
My world is falling apart in the palm of my hands
Is this all there is or am I meant for more?
How can I find my way
If I don’t know what I’m living for
Is this all there is? Is there more to this?
This is the opposite of bliss