We spent years struggling because of you
You stole my youth with every lie you spued
Every line we drew you crossed
Without a thought
You never cared what happened
No matter how hard I fought
You left this family so distraught
Is that what you want
You call yourself a man like you think I forgot
Engraved into my mind
You know I can't deny
You weren't the father that I wanted to idolized
Deadbeat
Every word is a lie
I'm just the bastard son of a fucking low life
How do you justify putting us through so much pain
Just to put a rusty needle in your fucking vein
Addiction's swallowed you whole, depraved you of sanity
You're just a shell of a man with no sense of morality
When you look in my eyes, what do you see?
Do you regret what you've done?
Do you see yourself in me?
I've been told I'm just like you,
but I refuse to believe
You're not sick, you're a fucking disease
Deadbeat
Every word is a lie
I'm just the bastard son of a fucking low life
How do you justify putting us through so much pain
Just to put a rusty needle in to your
Blackened hardcore with the sheer heady power of stadium crust and the glacial melodies of second-wave black metal. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 10, 2023